I hope you find this a safe and supportive place to be.
I’m sure you will soon find that you are not alone in what you are going through and many of the women here will relate. As Hereforhelp has expressed; do start to share your experience in your own time.
Hey, whenever you are ready and however you want to let it out. I found reading other experiences on this forum really helpful before I could find my words and I have found everyone to be helpful and understanding.
Warmest wishes ❤