Hi Hun
Your find as you talk about whatever u do rememberto your counselor, your brain will slowly unblock whata ever has traumtised u, i had to talk nearly a whole year about my partner trying to kill me, just processing that yes he did actually dothat n*d whilst alking lot of others things which i had just blank out came back to me, i was lucky i had two brill coubsellors and they really made me understand what happned , all the answers are within ourselves i was told, we just need some to listen to us and make us undersstand how it happened , was a real insight for me