Pregnant !

[Ginger.Ale]

My relationship is not what you would call healthy I guess it’s quite emotionally and mentally abusive so much has happened too much to explain. Why makes it worse is I feel so so alone and I’m sure my partners cheating on me and I don’t want to believe it. I found some (detail removed by moderator) in his (detail removed by moderator) in a package which looked like a (detail removed by moderator) which is why I took it out and the package turns out to be (detail removed by moderator) I want to ask him why he has them but scared of the response let alone the fall back of my actions. I feel so paranoid about everything. I have no friends to turn too as I don’t see them anymore I can’t turn to family I hardly see them either only very rarely. I am literally on my own and also 12 weeks pregnant I don’t even know if I want the baby my emotional are all over the place does anyone understand this?

[Lisa]

Hello Ginger.Ale,

I just wanted to offer some support on your post this evening as I can hear how isolating this experience must be for you.

I’m sure other women here on the forum will be able to offer some advice and support with what you’re going through, it must feel like an overwhelming and daunting situation for you.

Thank you for sharing this with us.

Take care and keep posting,
Lisa

[lover of no contact]

Hi Ginger.Ale,

You’re in the right place here. Keep posting for support. It’s so hard not to have anyone to turn to for support. Maybe you could try phoning the live chat. It’s alot to cope with on your own. I would say to just keep taking it One Day at a Time for the moment and keep posting on here sharing your thoughts of feelings and put you and your baby first with as much self care as possible. Maybe you might get midwife support at the hospital when you go to your 1st appointment. Keep reaching out for support in whatever way you can. You will get through this.

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