This morning with my boys. And I thought if he had still been here I would of had to attend to him first. Make sure there were plenty for him regardless of whether things went round everyone. He used to be in a jolly mood at Saturday’s as this were his drinking day. And as we know when there happy we have to follow suit regardless. He would be sat in his favourite chair remote on the side of course. We would all be on edge as THIS is how we lived for years. He would go out late afternoon. Pole in 9 or 10 o’clock never took me out. He would expect me to jump up in his return and attend to him sandwiches. Oh and sometimes towards the end he were wetting the bed…. nice hey??? X