Scared

[Headcook]

So he has reared his ugly side again
Never lasts
All been home as for many so testing everyone
But when one is an abuser living in the mix feeling trapped and alone
Being ganged up on
Abusive texts if he has to get medication for me as in the very vulnerable group isolating
Am reliant on him which I hate always been independent
Being told when to eat
When to dress
When it’s my turn to clean house and if I don’t jump to his tune get called lazy good for nothing
Was planning getting away but like many now impossible
She sides with him doesn’t offer to get what I need when he being offensive
Then there’s the way he treats her now too
That is escalating
I have no strength to step in when they screaming and swearing at each other
And frankly I get no support from her when it is my turn
On my own with him from next week for however long
Just feel desperate and on the verge of returning to work and take my chances
Don’t really care

Thanks
Hc

[Headcook]

Sorry

Have been forced to go out even though I’m supposed to be shielding
Got told go out don’t come back you old
C**t
Sent a text (detail removed by moderator) causing there rows
It’s all my fault then text my friend about me and she won’t say what was said so now I question her friendship
Had been (detail removed by moderator) can’t keep listening and taking it from him
She said (detail removed by moderator)
How on earth can I be the cause
Had no such convo with her not even come close and why she swearing about him
I’m blaming myself now and believing this is all me

Can’t cope anymore

Hc

[Sunflowersandstars]

I am sorry you are in this position 🙁 can you call womans aid or another organisation? Hugs x

[Headcook]

Needed hug thank you sss

The elephant is back in the room
He just doesn’t stop talking about himself drives me crazy
All I’ve ever heard is his voice for years
“He feels like my carer and is going to start not caring “
Don’t think he has ever cared looking back just made excuses for him as my son
What have I done to deserve this life
Middle aged poor health and don’t wanna carry
On
Don’t feel safe here with him and all that’s going on the outside world
So scared and there’s just no compassion from anywhere

Feel Isolated and alone and desperate

Hc

[Dragon]

HC, these are such worrying times and being stuck inside with an abuser is so hard.
This sounds like such a difficult situation, I really feel for you.
I think you should give WA a call so you can talk it through with them.
There is also samaritans too.
Hugs x*x

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