I have been doing really well since I was last moved. I got a home, my lo is doing well at school and everyone says I’m doing really well. Only thing is I’ve realised its just a big old lie. Inside I’m screaming from everything that has happened and I know I need to open up about it before I go to court but I’m scared that once I start I won’t be able to stop crying and that I’ll just prove my ex right that I’m just a loony.
I have court (detail removed by Moderator) against my expartner who abused me. I feel so horrible, while he act like nothing has ever happen as I never exist in his life. It’s breaking my heart and soul. Yet I still thinking about him every second. I wish I can switch my brain off!
I always encourage ladies to cry it out, have u got a support worker or cousellor helping u work your way through emotions, i used to always keep a good front that i was so strong, i was so greatful to the counselling which started after 6 momnths , u get validation of what happened
Hi Confused, thanks for getting back. I have to say that talking to a counsellor has been quite helpful for me. How are you holding up? Million – have you been able to talk to a counsellor? Its not perfect but it means that I moan on here a bit less. If I get really angsty, I try to distract myself with making things.