Sexually dysfunctional post 24 years of RA

[abusedtoy]

I’m sexually dysfunctional, due to my extensive trauma history. I had no sexual arousal even when seeing complete nakedness during sex. I said I don’t understand what sex means as an adult. Every time when there’s sexual intimacy, I feel extreme humiliation all over again, as though the abuse was happening again. I was abused from age 1-24, suffered extreme sexual, physical and psychological ritual abuse. Plus, I always have the tendency to feel forced during sex, resembling rape, with my partner. The inclination to wanting to feel forced in everything sexual, was programmed by my past abusers. I couldn’t seem to be natural.

[fizzylem]

So sorry to read this. Have you been able to access any medical and psychological help for this? Pretty sure you would need specialist help here with those trained in child sexual abuse. FL.x

[abusedtoy]

I’ve been trying to find one but it’s very hard. I kept being out of therapy. 9 months now, due to the complexity of my case. I’m in Australia. As to rape crisis to above comment, which organisation are you referring to?

[Escapee]

Rape Crisis are trained to deal with this level of ritual sexual abuse.

[Author]

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