My emotions at the moment as so erratic, and I just don’t understand why. I go from being so happy to so sad and wanting to cry all the time, usually in the same day.
I should be happy that I’m no longer in that relationship, but I am also still questioning myself so much if I made the right decision. I feel like I am constantly juggling things between work, studying and the kids to keep on top of everything and get us a better life. I just feel so guilty that I seem to be struggling with everything for myself and the kids instead and it should be better for them not worse after we split. I’m just feeling like I’m not doing a very good job at the moment.