Hi BD
Hugs xx
It is heartbreaking when you realise the reality of the relationship wasn’t what we thought we had. But its all part of the journey to our new life.
It still early days but it will get easier, you need to grieve. Pamper yourself, do what you like, find out who you are. Are you able to go to Freedom it will be very beneficial it makes you understand why they do what they do.
Its great that you are sleeping better.
And you will get through it, keep posting there is so much help and support.
FS xx