For so long I’ve felt lost and tangled up on in an abusive web.Sometimes felt like when you open the bag of Xmas lights that you shoved away in a big mangled tangled mess. You look at it wondering if it can ever be unraveled. Yes it can it’s b****y hard work and puzzling at times wondering how the hell it got like this. I’ve found myself again my true self inside of the quivering nervous wreck of a shell that I had become. I started to speak out and stand up for myself and was told I was the problem. It’s the words they use when they know that have been sussed out. I’m scared I’m nervous I apprehensive not of him anymore,but of the new life that awaits me. Into the unknown not looking at my feet but at the sky 😊