I am very much confused as to what do now. Counselling won’t help right now I don’t think.
Today I’ve slept as I’ve felt ill. And I can’t talk openly even on here. I don’t know if I can talk on the helpline, but I will try when I feel a bit better
One potentially good thing is that I’ve got some more work for a bit.
Eve sorry to hear you are struggling so much, would be good to speak to the helpline just hard to get through sometimes and when you feel desperate its so stressful.
Sorry you feel ill,hope you will feel better soon, sleep is the best thing when you feel that way. xx