Foreverhopeful,
I didn’t speak with my Gp until my husband was arrested and now on bail, despite having a complete mental breakdown nearly (detail removed by moderator) ago because of his abusive behaviour I didn’t tell my Gp the true reasons why.
I now wish I had. The behaviour doesn’t get better (despite our hopes) it escalates. Had I spoken to my Gp earlier I would have come across all the support available (whether you are ready to leave at the moment or not).
Even this forum would have been a God send years ago, just knowing that your are not alone and support is there.
Your Gp will also be able to put your abuse on record whilst you decide what to do.
Good luck, keep strong and safe.
Xx