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27th October 2022 at 9:28 am #151207PinkheartParticipant
A poem I wish to share 🤗…
You beat the confidence out of me, but I still smiled.
You gave me the silent treatment, but I still smiled.
You manipulated me, but I still smiled.
You were selfish, but I still smiled.
You belittled me and put me down, but I still smiled.
You accused me of being unfaithful, but I still smiled.
You judged me in bed, but I still smiled.
You were always dishonest, but I still smiled.
You made me feel like I was crazy, but I still smiled.
You cheated on me, but I still smiled.
You isolated me from friends, but I still smiled.
You made me feel guilty when I wasn’t with you, but I still smiled.
People would tell me what a ‘great guy’ you were, but I still smiled.
People would tell me I’m a ‘lucky woman’, but I still smiled.
You would disapprove of my clothes, but I still smiled.
You would check my underwear, but I still smiled.
You tracked my every move, but I still smiled.
You suffocated me, but I still smiled.
You made me feel worthless, but I still smiled.
You made me into a nervous wreck, but I still smiled.
You stripped me of my identity, but I still smiled.
You made me feel like I didn’t want to exist in this world any more, but I still smiled (writing suicide letters!) 😔
I begged you to hit me.
I wanted my scars to be visible to the world.
That fake smile was slipping. 🙁
My face ached.
My jaw was heavy.
My heart was hurting.
I stood in the mirror.
I saw a reflection of a stranger.
An empty shell.
A silent woman screaming from the inside for help.
A broken woman just wanting to die…
BUT today I really do smile. 😊
I smile, I can breathe again.
I smile, I have my identity back.
I smile, at my reflection in the mirror.
I smile, you didn’t get to keep me.
I smile, I’m alive and living life.
I smile, I can finally love me.
I smile, I set myself free.
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27th October 2022 at 9:48 am #151208nbumblebeeParticipant
I am in tears wow.
The first part of this is me.
Every single bit just wow.
The second part maybe one day.Thank you for this it is beautiful just beautiful x
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27th October 2022 at 10:35 am #151212PinkheartParticipant
Stay strong beautiful! 💪🏼💜
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27th October 2022 at 7:22 pm #151229BananaboatParticipant
Very accurate and beautifully written xx
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3rd December 2022 at 4:08 am #152571IwantmebackParticipant
I thought I was the only one whose OH smelled their knickers. I’m so sorry you went through that too.
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3rd December 2022 at 8:10 am #152574StrongenoughParticipant
Well said @pinkheart. I am sure your words will resonate with many, the certainly did with me 💗
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