So true! I look at my first ever posts on here sometimes and I was so lost and in so much pain etc and now after a rollercoaster ride I’m free, happier and in recovery from it all. It’s true, you can’t see or accept it initially then once the rose tinted glasses fell you can’t unsee it. One step forward at a time, even if you fall back a few, you’re still further forward than you were last year x