Sorry me again just needed somewhere to vent. It’s been a horrible few days, I tried to commit suicide but was unsuccessful, I then went into a very dark place and drove around for 2 days, sleeping in my car which was freezing. I can’t get over what this person has done to me and the police have been far from helpful. I have a meeting at work this week regarding being suspended as he made false allegations about me. I feel my life is a complete wreck and I’m so worried I’m going to lose everything.
Hey there. You need to reach out for help. Speak to your GP. Women’s aid. Victim support. It’s very common for abusers to make false allegations. They try to muddy the waters. You will be very vulnerable at the moment. The Samaritans have a freephone number. Please speak to someone. You don’t have to face this alone. Do you have family/friends you can reach out to?
I am just reaching out to you to see how you are? You sound like a very brave woman and I hope that you can speak to your local Women’s Aid group and get some help and support lined up. I know it can be difficult opening up but I think you are so much stronger than you think you are.
We are all here for you so let us know how you are doing. It is really early days and there will be good days and bad days so please be kind to yourself and go gently.