Warrior Cry

[Soulsearcher18]

This is my abuser…
Cry from a Warrior

Comatosed
Awoken from my slumber
Pushing, Forcing, Pain.
Hyde is in my bedroom
Hyde is in my bed
Horror, Shock, Confusion?
Where is Jekyll? Jekyll? who? how? why?
Realisation- He’s Hyde…He’s always been Hyde.
Bury it.
Fast.
Bury it.
He’s so Perfect. I am Not worth it.
Can’t rob them of a Dad
Bury it. Quick.
On, On it goes.
He knows.
He knows, I know.
He knows I’m silenced though.
He knows he’s got me.
I am muted.
Grabs me, Pulls me, Demands me,
Berates me, Blames me, Guilts me.
Sulking, Silent, Ignores me.
Eat, Sleep (be raped?), Exist and Repeat.
But-She notices, She questions.
He charms her, puts her safely under his wing.
She’s moulded.
His second in command.
Trouble though- the other one is not compliant.
He berates him, blames him, hates on him.
Breaks him.
So. She (that’s me). WILL. Comply.
Why?
For respite from the cruelty…So he will try and we will find him to be kind, for a little while.
Grab me, pull me, demand me, expect me.
can’t. can’t, nothing left. empty.
no…No…NO…
Pull my arms out from his grip.
Slam, Slam.
Blame me, Berate me, Guilt me, Ignore me.
Shut down. Can’t Comply. Can’t.
Locates non compliant one, He is the target.
Berates him, Blames him, Hates on him.
Breaks him.
Screams
SCREAMING.
Awaken me!
no……. stop.
No… Stop
NO. STOP.
Red Line.
Now’s the time.
Going, going, GONE

Forever I wished for
But no
You follow and pursue
Carefully, Strategically
Constantly.

Now, it is just like before…
Except for-
ME
Because
I SEE you
I KNOW you
I HEAR you

I’m ONTO you.
So adept I am at all your moves.
I know your step before you’ve even taken it.

Now I’m the puppeteer and your the puppet (Muppet) in my circus.

I know the game
I’ve learnt it well.
You’re going to live hell.

Sorry, not sorry.

Break my babies and I’ll break you.
Slowly and without force because- those systems you love- I got their number too.
Trust me when I tell you.
You are going to HEAR me through them.
You are going to SEE me through them.
You will FEEL me through them.
…You may want to just run?…Go on, run coward, run.

What’s that-found someone else?
Good Luck with that one Hyde- REMEMBER – you’re reported and logged.
Just you tread carefully now because I’m not muted anymore- I’m on LOUDSPEAKER for all to hear
Should a Sister ever need me, you can bet I’m going to be there.
I’m ONTO you remember. I can play the long game too.

You are nothing to me.
I nothing you.
But never underestimate the dedication
For, you break my babies and I’ll break you.
I am their Lioness.
I am a warrior.

Eternally- Soulsearcher

[Wants To Help]

A beautiful piece of writing SoulSearcher, I love it 🙂

[ultimatelyStrong]

Wonderful, I can feel every word 💪🏻

[iliketea]

INCREDIBLE! I love this SO much, it sums it all up, every last second. This needs to go far and wide. This IS domestic abuse, this is the experience. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for writing this from the bottom of yours @Soulsearcher18 xx

[diymum@1]

Wow so strong 💪 this is me my words too this happened to me and you know what we are much stronger than most ! You have talent 💕❤️💪

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