Hello it has been ages since I have been on the here (sorry wish I had been more supportive to all of you ) but coming back makes me realise that life does move on. Albeit slowly. I cant say I am out of the woods yet. Still not divorced, still struggling with depression. However I feel I have more friends now, have adjusted to life on my own. Have a positive new job. When I look at my posts from a while ago I can see that I have moved on, that I am healing. It all takes a VERY LONG time, much longer than I would like but healing and personal growth is happening. Baby Steps but steps forward never the less.