I am having the worst time of my life. All this stuff is getting so hard. I went to the out of hours to get my arm seen to and I’ve got to go back in a few days. I’ve promised to use better coping strategies to deal with the stuff. Everything is getting out of my control. I feel really p****d off with therapy……god, honestly….i feel really bad that my ex is getting exposed. I feel so bad about it. I really don’t want any trouble (or anyone getting in trouble) and all this is just causing heaps of trouble. I can’t get my head around saying anything bad about him……the worst thing is the kids are all the s at me 🙈 that’s my fault for not being able to do it myself….i can’t, I don’t understand why after all this time but, I really can’t