I’m worried that I’m going to be laughed at and further abused (detail removed by Moderator). I’m worried things will be turned on me and im thinking of every scenario, it’s really getting me down. He’s not here yet he’s still got so much control over my life and emotions.
Have you requested a video link (detail removed by Moderator). You’re a vulnerable witness and there are laws to protect you. Talk to Victim Support. I felt the same but my case was taken extremely seriously.(detail removed by Moderator) I stuck to the truth and he was shown to be a liar. Your case wouldn’t be going (detail removed by Moderator) if there wasn’t enough evidence so try to distract yourself from it. Look at mindfulness and meditation to try and ease the anxiety x everyone (detail removed by Moderator) was really nice and understood how traumatic it was but definitely ask for a video link (detail removed by Moderator) and have support there either a friend or someone from witness service x