He’s going to be in my life for ever because of the children… It can be indirect while I’ve got people who are willing to be go betweens.. but am I always going to be the sad ex that still loves an abusive man? Am I going to spend my whole life trying to escape him?
just focus on recovering yourself and limit contact , each day u do get stronger slowly , im so glad u have third parties helping u with passovers. at moment everything is raw and hurts like hell, slowly what they think doesnt bother us as much