To be a mother is so hard, to be a mother alone is even harder and to be a mother whilst coping with the pain of the past is the hardest. Sending lots of love and know you’re not alone, I’ve been feeling very emotional too today. This is not what I imagined for myself, that I would be holding it all alone…but here I am and I am still super grateful to be a mother.
Knowing my ex is with his new girlfriend this weekend has definitely made things a bit more tense for me. I hate that he is already moving on into a new relationship and I am still trying to deal with all the emotional trauma whilst holding it all together for the kids. It’s so unfair…but I know that to have stayed would have been worse. Sending strength 💗