Thanks Chickadee 🙂
I think that’s the problem everyone around me says constantly the new woman done u a favour. They don’t seem to get that the relationship has ended but it has left it scars. He also thinks that i deserved it & he isn’t like it no more. I know it’s not true. Because my family member was an alcoholic that was verbally abusive & I witnessed this throughout my childhood. But they were still not like him I couldn’t believe his behaviour. Always the face & neck he would go for. Especially the neck, I have a massive issue if anyone touches my neck. He nearly killed me once. I never felt afraid for my life or anyone else’s growing up. But with him it was something I had never known. Especially he doesn’t do drugs or drink nothing. I’m sure it’s an underlining mental health issue. He has 2 faces.
Going a bit off track having a rant! But everyone around me doesn’t get it. They r like go find someone else U could do better than him. To me I think they r just saying that to be nice & to shut me up.lol. He has worn me & the thought of someone else is the last thing on my mind. I just think, look at his new gf she doesn’t have a clue what he is really like yet. That could happen to me again & I could get worse next time. I am trying to plan things & change house. But I just can’t concentrate at the moment. I think I look at the good times rather than the bad. I have lived for so long In my bubble and now I’m back facing reality. 😢x
