Hi, I’m (detail removed by moderator) down the line since I got out of the abusive relationship with my ex husband/childrens father but it still feel like yesturday. I am still living in the same house where all this happened and it’s a living hellconstant reminder of what went on here, flash backs I get are unreal. I hate being at home it terterrifies me that I have to live here day in day out. I have tried redecorating and put my mark on it but nothing seems to help at all. My eldest out of my children is having councilling and was sususidal due to the trauma she too tells me that all she can see is what her dad did when she home. I hate feeling like this all the time its living the nightmare everyday over and over.
