Thanks for all your advice, I’ve not spoken to him for a few weeks now. I’ve told a few work colleagues what’s been happening because all I seem to do is cry at work recently. He’s been texting me, emailing and even sent me a birthday card. Some messages are nice, saying he misses me, loves me, wants to talk to me and he only wants to make me happy. He can’t imagine a future without me. Then when I’ve not responded he’s called me a coward, I shouldn’t be doing the job I’m doing if I can’t even face him and tell him the truth. He’s now saying the truth will come out and he will find out who I’ve left him for (I haven’t left him for anyone, I just don’t want to be with him). He also says he can’t think of anything he’s done wrong or that could upset me. The last thing he said to me when I last saw him was “are you sure your going to work and not to see your fancy man” He text me at work, it wasn’t a practical time to text him back, then he sent another text asking why I was ignoring him, is it because I’m with someone else.
I just want him to leave me alone. I understand he wants his clothes back that are at mine. But I can’t bring myself to reply to him in case he worms himself back in and makes me apologise for leaving him again.
I’m tired of wasting my time and energy crying, getting upset, not sleeping because of him. My daughter keeps asking me what’s the matter and getting me tissues, which is lovely. But I don’t want my children to see me like this.
Sorry, it’s turned into a bit of a rant. I’m just fed up of it all right now.
