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Not in danger,  I think  things would be easier on my own and if be more at peace with in myself,   I get very little support, lack of interest from him regarding my life, family etc.

 

I just want to make sure everything is in place and I have enough money behind me to support myself best I can when i do leave.

 

It’s very daunting as he’s all ive known and relied on the few years.

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I experience this. But this can last anything from days – to (number removed by Moderator) weeks.. last time I left  but went back…

 

I know understand why he does it as he said “(quote removed by Moderator)”

I now worry I’m about to have another silence as I’ve been upset and not myself (timeframe removed by Moderator)… now he’s being short & stand offish with me. Absolutely  dreading being at home now.

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Thank you… I’m really struggling atm, I’m relieved to back at work if I’m being honest.  I’ll jump on live chat tomorrow .

 

Than you for the warm welcome

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I havent really had time to process tbh..   thing are getting worse the place I’m lodging at had asked me.to leave, so have managed to find somewhere else to stay untill I get back to my family .. so currently saving and making a new plan of action.

 

But leaving him….   Ive never felt better,  although I’m homeless I feel so free and can breath again,  the stress and worrying of being in eggshells  has gone..   new adventure awaits.

 

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