Helloeveryone

[Helloeveryone]

Thank you so much for your words today guys x

[Helloeveryone]

Hi guys me again… just feeling very low today… I’m so confused about what to do next. He is on his best behavior recently doing things to help out and being so good with our baby. It’s actually just annoying me because I know it’s not genuine. But then I doubt myself and wonder is it me should I be trying harder if he is… we had a conversation last night he says he wants to start again and that he knows now he needs help but he hasn’t been ready to accept it till now. He will be different and he’s sorry. It should make me happy but it doesn’t. I told him I would really like some space it would be good for us and he thinks it’s a bad idea. He doesn’t want to not live with our baby and if he goes then the baby goes with him.
I feel like shit. I feel hopeless like I’m trapped in this.

[Helloeveryone]

Positively empath- thank you I so needed to read that. Was just sitting here wondering if I was going mad. I seem to be searching for validation in how I feel and what I want at the minute. It’s exhausting. Xx

[Helloeveryone]

Thank you so much. I just really need to hear it’s not in my head. I can’t understand how I lost my sense of right and wrong and blamed myself and minimized things so much. It wasn’t until recently I stopped and thought If this was my friend/ sister/ niece I would be like what are you doing… in some ways having my baby has made me stronger because I want the best life for it. And if it’s not good enough for my baby why is it good enough for me…
thank you all for taking the time to respond x hope you are all doing well x

[Helloeveryone]

Thanks for your response. Think I’m still struggling to accept that this is what has been happening. I know it’s not as bad as what some women are going through and I’m so lucky in so many ways I just need to find a way out of this x

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