Thank you for your reply. Its so hard. I’m in contact with his family as they witnessed his behaviour they have messaged me keeping me updated on his wellbeing. I wish him no harm and hope he gets the help he truly needs. His family have messaged and told me he is sorry and that he treated me and others badly and that he loves me. Pulled on my heart strings but I’ve got to keep my head strong and not let this pull the wool over my eyes. I’ve got to keep busy for myself and my children. I hope it gets easier. I’ve surrounded myself with family since it all and is helping.