Thank you, life is a rolla coster I won’t lie, but I have everything to fight for. My freedom is the biggest one, I feel like a prisoner inside my own mind right now, I do have good day; but there outweighed by a lot of bad.. constant reminders. He has since moved on.. playing the ‘top man’ card to his new girlfriend, it makes me feel sick to the core I once feel for this, and trusted and loved him like no other. But I know understand, but will never understand- the whole relationship was a lie, from the outsider looking in.. it was perfect, from me looking out it was normal. It took me along time to accept how he treated me was wrong.. and I craved his love for months after I broke free, but I guess that’s what these men do.. belittle & pull away every piece from you that makes you feel alive.. I just want to be me again. Not hide behind a fake smile, nor fake laugh😶😶 I just want to be happy.. and I really believe it’ll happen.. I have the courage to talk, and the strength to rebuild myself xx
