Hello thank you for taking the time to reply, iv had no diagnoses or not been assessed by a doctor or anything , I went to the doctor finally a while ago sat in the waiting room upset Dr was a hour late so after a hour I gave up and walked out and not had the courage to go back since. I thought I’d be OK and handle it by myself but it’s not working so I think I will try and get the courage to go back again. I just dread talking about it all , had a very long court case over the abuse and that was daunting enough as well as everything else. It just all goes round and round in my head x