Hi I am new to the forum and feel stupid when telling family and friends what I have been through. It is only when you hear it out load that you understand just how controlled you were. I am now divorced after my ex had several inappropriate relationships with other women right under my nose. I was made to feel old, overweight and not worthy. He is a compulsive gambler, has stolen my personal sentimental jewellery, left me in debt and is trying to emotionally upset my youngest child. He makes me feel I have no say, no choice and is using my youngest to hurt me for divorcing him.i am on anti depressants, working full time and trying to stay strong. I feel the torment will never end.
