Thank you for your kind words. It’s such a daunting place at the moment. Please can I just clarify I wasn’t implying that survivors are weak I was just explaining my confusion on how I feel. I have been in contact with our getset worker who is helping me deal with the ongoing control issues he is having over me. I just want my life back and feel so lost in all of it. Trying to stop contact with the ex in a slow manner as when I stopped contact before I had all sorts of issues and things happen. It’s just so hard. 🙁 xx