Thank you so much for replying ❤️. Honestly, to just write it all down and get it off my chest feels amazing… I hope I can be strong I’ve had to put up with this for years and years.
I did start to record him a year or so back on the quiet and sent them to my friend who knew some of what was going on, when he was in his drunken rants and volition behaviour, but because I never left him she got rid of them. Nobody knows the full extent of his behaviour. Many people see him as being ‘lovely’.
I know my kids are being affected… honestly it’s horrific. I’m terrified they’ll have the burden of his drunken behaviour on them though if I do up and leave and the courts see him as being a decent guy, or fall for his family’s manipulative behaviour of being decent people. Mother in law had already tried to manipulate my child, if she was left alone with them for periods of time god knows what she would get them to say/ feel. Honestly, they’re truly toxic with his mum being the leader.
God what’s worse… I don’t know and it’s a question I’ve been to-ing and throwing for a good two years. I need some clarity/ help. I will go on the online chat, thank you. Hopefully, just hopefully this is a start and I will finally leave him. I’m a prisoner in all this and so are my children.
