Thank you Tiffany for your help. I really hope things become more positive for you. Thank you for sharing that too, I struggle with panic attacks and it’s nice to hear that you can move forward and be open about it. There isn’t going to be a negative consequence because of it.
That makes sense, it is an awkward conversation starter. He looked I’m not sure if embarrassed is the right word but put himself down when he mentioned it and then tried to make a joke of it but you could he looked unsure about how I would take it. He said we could leave then if I found it too weird.
It seems strange to think now that I can choose what I can do or wear or be. I think I built myself as who my ex made me be and didn’t realise how lost I got along the way. Everything was his decision. I was completely shocked that someone didn’t choose for me or mock me for being shy.
