Thank you so much ❤ I’m having a difficult day. I’ve been suppressing so much. Today he pressed my buttons so much I had a full on panic attack, head down the loo and everything. Then I just shut down. Couldn’t engage properly even with my kids until he left the house. I just wish he would go now but we have so much to sort out financially. We work together so I need to leave and find a new job. It’s a mess. And I dont have any support. I know women who have made it to the other side, but it seems such a huge hill to climb and i dont know if I have the strength.