Toosoft

[Toosoft]

Hi everyone,
sorry to say this but he got into my head and heart and made me think everything will be better and for a while it was so i went through with the legal marriage and just last night he’s back to his usual self and i swear i was crying in bed and the only comfort i felt was when i thought to myself that i want to die and that i am going to try which only now makes me feel worse. afcourse im not going to do it but i would be lying if i said that it hasn’t been in my head.

[Toosoft]

Thank you xx he sent me a message today after our argument last night because we are religiously married but not legally yet  and hes message is in short words(detail removed by moderator) giving me the choice to either stay and we work through it or leave. only problem is it isnt that simple with culture family and religion involved i wont have no where to go and every person will try make me stay because technically we’d still have to have a divorce religiously so what difference does it make. im so lost right now. but thank you anyway for helping understand what exactly i have been going through. x

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