Wakegirl

[Wakegirl]

Banks and Kip thanks so much for replying. In two replies I’ve gone from feeling completely lost and alone (although I talk to family and friends about it I just don’t want to admit how bad it is because they will worry more) to feeling I have a sounding board that can help me understand what’s happening and I think the experience of others will really help x

[Wakegirl]

I don’t think he’ll admit it in text or email but I’ve made notes and I took a picture of the dictaphone I found in my car.
I guess it’s taken a long time for me to admit this isn’t normal behaviour and isn’t how you treat someone you care about.
I just feel I can’t push things or ask for help as he could just hurt me in other ways – financially or the children so I feel like I just have to play the game and get to the point I can get independent and out of the situation.
It’s so hard to talk to him too, each time we talk it takes me a few days to recover. The talks we have had battered me even though I have done nothing wrong.
I just keep hoping he will do the right thing by our children, but maybe he never will.

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