Thank you for your responses. It’s been a hard day, after all of yesterday with the police and getting the locks changed etc he ended up making contact again today. Firstly asking me (detail removed by Moderator). On the flip he’s not drinking or anything anymore, focusing on the gym and getting healthy physically and mentally. Half accepting his wrong doing and saying he hopes time will tell and (detail removed by Moderator). It’s funny because now he’s gone it’s so calm, I can sit and drink a glass of wine, have a long bath and shave without wondering if he’s going to question my motives. On the back of this, can’t help but the normal him that would be sitting here with me on a normal day and feel that feeling of being part of something.
Can’t help replaying everything and wondering how things can now be turned around. I feel so stupid to even be considering any life with him. He’s agree for us focusing on ourselves for the time being, I’m just hoping that time will pull me further from him.
Thanks for listening ladies x
