I am new to this forum but I am with you all. My l life is hell. I am angry all day every day. I live with my 91 year old mother and see my so called partner every day. Hes rude critical foul mouthed and bad tempered. 35 years. What is wrong with me. 65 and no pension til I am 66. No future nowhere to go. No money. He lives in the house alone with the dogs. I just need enough to get out of town. That’s all I need. I can start again. I have done it before. I can do it again as long as he doesn’t find me. X