Anytime there’s any disagreement or just that he hasn’t liked what I’ve said he will say it’s all my fault , that’s what I mean by is it me being all these things he says ? Like I’m crazy, I’m lazy, I only think of myself etc ? Or am I actually trying my hardest to do everything and he just hates me?
I suffer with my mental health and he doesn’t care one bit but I’m to accept his depression makes him ignore me when I’m talking about things, or his depression means he won’t work etc but also accept he’s absolutely fine around his friends, has hobbies etc just seems to be any responsibility at all he goes and gets angry about then turns it into a conversation about what I’ve done wrong . He literally does nothing , I shop, pay bills, organise medical stuff, look after his daughter when she stays, do the housework ( except when he does the dishes to complain how easy it is to wash them and that I’m wasting electricity by using the dishwasher after a day at work then cooking tea ) . I’m so unhappy but I feel I can’t leave because he would lose the house, not sort his medical needs and not bother with his daughter. The guilt would eat me up
