Hey – I am new to this, only (detail removed by moderator) in so all very strange and confusing –
Positives – feeling so peaceful and calm, sleeping for hours and just feel relaxed. I didnt think I was living on edge until it was over – i think you forget what the normal you looks like.
Negatives – miss the “good” bits, dont want him to get in contact but secretly do – scared of the task ahead to get divorce sorted and how he will be
Sometimes confused if this is really what I want but know it is
Am I making any sense lol- sure this is normal but would be great to hear from anyone in same boat xx
