Bela

[Bela]

He told me (removed by moderator) that it’s good that he that we will not contact each other as I’ll be able work when. I think he said it that in case he will not contact me but feel safe in uk that I will not report home office that he isn’t with me and they will not look for him.(detail removed by moderator).

[Bela]

Hello, thank you very much for answer.i really tried to write everything that it looks fair, but in all he has done many things for what I was upset,disrespected and hurt. He broken many things when was get angry at home,hidden his phone from me,I also called him sometimes bad,lier,swear on him but out of frustration or not understanding him as he not explain properly to me many things. I might too much was blame him but also I think he coused me be like this. He yesterday swear on me few times when we was talking out of nothing.and also he don’t finishing conversation how it must to be finished with agreement and understanding. He blames me what I was always wrong and he was good. I feel that my ex was thinking When all the time he was telling me if I’m not happy to move that I will scared be without him and agree to pay rent alone and also that I will be doing what he says (like working even I felt emotionally horrible,not safe with him,not cared).now he saw that I’m really moving out and he was in some kind of stress but tried to not show that to me.he saw that I don’t follow his manipulations no more.
I’m moving (removed by moderator) to my new flat.(removed by moderator). I feel in a way strong that I can live on my own,work even inside I feel really not well,sometimes even think that I don’t want to live.but I really need help from someone..I’ll try contact this organisations.as last summer when I went to counselling they told me that I need contact other place as it was involve abuse.
My ex offer me help to move everything in to my new flat,but my (removed by moderator) said no he don’t want that ex would know our new address, so I will move it with (removed by moderator) help.i will not tell ex where I lived as he was harassed me before even if he don’t do nothing I don’t want risk. He was harassed me last summer that if I will tell home office about him he will hurt me.also years ago was telling me that he will hurt me or (removed by moderator). I really feel inside that he just cares about his status in uk. (removed by moderator).i feel like I can’t teust him fully, I don’t know what is true what is lies from him. And I do believe that he not love me anymore from long time.
So thank you so much for your answer I’ll try call to those people and get help..

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