Thanks for your replies.
Yesterday, he acted as if nothing was wrong or had happened. It’s confusing.
We weren’t meant to go out today but I’ve said I feel unwell so he’s gone out for the morning instead.
I’ve contacted all the local support before, the one that is my area says im too out of catchment but im not in catchment for anywhere else so they can’t offer me outreach support. Another has had its funding cut so they said they can’t offer anything other than a coffee morning every other Wednesday. Maybe I should try women’s aid again?
I’ve tried to get a flat to rent but no one will accept me on benefits (which I will need to be on after a few months to afford it). I work part time and my LG is settled at nursery so can’t move too far out of area.
I can stay with friends or my dad, I just don’t feel brave enough to go. I have also told friends in the past but I feel I am wasting their time because I keep on staying – they are being supportive but I feel like an inconvenience.