Thank you Darcy,
I haven’t spoken to women’s aid or the domestic abuse helpline yet. This is my next step hopefully.
I have family who would support me. I have left before but came back. I felt like a burden on them at the time. I know of course I wasn’t and they would help me again in a heartbeat if they know how the situation is now. I just keep everything quite close to my chest.
I had no plans in place the first time I left and I actually felt guilty for leaving him – why I don’t know.
I just need to find the courage to reach out. I need this time to be different.
Butterflyz xx