Thankyou so much for the replies!
I have done the freedom program which was awesome it it was one on one because of covid.. i am an so are babies safe have been for a good while thankfully also I have things in place to keep us all safe. A trial has been dated now an I am nervous about it but also very determined to make sure he doesn’t get away with his abuse!
I will definitely take all your advice so Thankyou!!
Cecile, that’s what I was trying to say in
A way but the part for me is what was going through his head to then just stop (he’s knows what he’s doing an clearly wants to do it but all of a sudden he doesn’t?)