Thank you, It’s taken me a while to actually create a profile and post, ive just never felt that my situation is “bad enough”. But I just want a quiet happy life again now and feel worn down. His behaviour is relatively new over the last few years and the majority of the time he is the same person he used to be, which i suppose also makes it harder for me to accept when he’s not. I’m not sure what I hoping to get from posting, but for now it’s just nice to have somewhere I can vent and let it all out
