Denial

[Denial]

Lisa thank you for taking the time to read and give me some comforting words
Trying to take each day as it comes but the impact of the hurt is quiet deep as I’ve only being remembering the good Instead of bad.
Please if anyone had being in a similar situation as me kindly leave me some advice and thoughts
Much love ❤️

[Denial]

Hi I’m new to the forum and not sure how to even go about saying what I want to but here goes.
Ex and I officially ended things(detail removed by moderator) We where friends for(detail removed by moderator) years before dating. (detail removed) into dating it began my dresses where to tight for work they where to short needed to be on the knee I couldn’t go any where because I was advertising myself apparently then couldn’t speak to guys who where friends because I work in a mall I walked up and down to much then I so happenly had something with my boss every single day it was a new topic to dig about but there where good times alot we where close and when together there wasn’t issues however when I wasn’t with him the nightmare started eventually he got upset with me for not telling me something that happen along time ago and said I lied my entire relationship then he left after much begging he decided okay make it work but the entire time was talking to me rudely until the next day just told me he can’t work it out I must f off from his life called me the b word.
Guys everything he wanted done I did everyday I even needed to take pics at work just to show I’m not using something that’s open even when I told the truth I was lying in his eyes.
His left me so broken I don’t even know how to pick myself up
I’ve blocked removed the app from my phone as well just not to snoop on Facebook being doing alot of reading and realized he has all the red flags of a narcassist
I sleep thinking of him waking up thinking of him
How does someone who says they love you so much walk away like you never existed.
With much love I’d appreciate any advice tips I could get now
Thanking you

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