Thank you for replying, it’s been so hard and I’m finding it hard to talk to my friends about, I’ve felt so isolated from them, and I’m so ashamed. And I know that there are people much worse off than I am. I feel silly asking for help, but I know it’s what I need.
I know I need to leave and not look back, but I feel so wrapped up in his life at the same time. I know he would destroy me if I went to the police. I need to stop giving in to his pleas for attention. I looked for a few support groups, but I’m nervous..
Thanks for the book suggestion, I’ll give it a go! And I’m so glad you’re free!