Thanks for your reply. I don’t love him or have feelings for him. I feel trapped because the children being very young love him
Unconditionally. He has never hurt them in broad daylight in front of me, it’s more of in a flash of a eye, then he denies it if that makes sense making me doubt what I saw. Like putting his hand over the babies mouth when crying. Or daughter saying he hit her on the head for being naughty. He denies everything. I do nag him a lot because he is to my mind so irresponsible sometimes and I am perhaps a bit of a control freak around the children’s safety. I hate the extreme mess he makes. My mother thinks I should leave because he doesn’t respect me and she thinks he is unstable.
