Yes, 100% abuse.
I was so sorry to hear what he has done to you. This is not acceptable or normal behaviour and he knows exactly what he is doing. It must be so intimidating and frightening. You strike me as being very alone and vulnerable. One really great step is to phone the contact number here, you can leave a message and they’ll call you back at a safe time if they don’t answer the phone straightaway. You could also speak to your doctor about this. I really feel that you should open up to someone so that you can get help or at least some support when you need it. The telephone number on here will give you the phone number of your local outreach and you will be able to speak to someone on the phone and perhaps even meet with someone.
But in the meantime, we are all here to support you.
Sending lots of hugs xxx
