Dear Japan. I have recently walked away from my husband of (removed by moderator) years. Ive been solo for a few weeks and i can see already all rhe little things hes done to break me down. I constantly took him back because he was my first love and that love was so strong bit this last time i realised he didnt love me he just knew id take him him back no matter what he did. He would act the exact way your partner is and sadly like myself you will one day realise that that wasn’t love. As i say ive just got out and its clearer when looking in instead of living it day to day. One day i hope you find the strength to see you deserve better. If someone loves you tou do t have to basically convince them you are worthy, they should go.out of there way to return the love you are giving or at least not mske you feel like youre lucky they love you.
Look after yourself lovey and remember your own worth.
Big hugs xxx